I feel guilty;
Guilty for being at home & doing nothing;
Guilty for someone else to make the first move;
Guilty for being in my room, unbathed, stoned and watching TV;
My neck hurts a lot, and it’s like I can’t do anything fast enough.
I feel okay with taking a time out. I must let go and reflect:
The person I need to forgive is myself & I forgive me for not loving myself, I forgive me for not valuing myself, I forgive me for not being gentle with myself & I forgive me for being hard on myself.