I feel guilty…

I feel guilty;

Guilty for being at home & doing nothing;

Guilty for someone else to make the first move;

Guilty for being in my room, unbathed, stoned and watching TV;

My neck hurts a lot, and it’s like I can’t do anything fast enough.

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I feel okay with taking a time out. I must let go and reflect:

The person I need to forgive is myself & I forgive me for not loving myself, I forgive me for not valuing myself, I forgive me for not being gentle with myself & I forgive me for being hard on myself.