I’ve learned over the last several months to not hold people to your expectations. Just because you do something one way doesn’t mean others do it the same way. And this is okay. It does not make him or her a bad person.
I’ve also learned not to have hope of the future. It is important to BE right here in the present moment.
For years I’ve held a person on a pedelstel, amplifying his good qualities & thinking I can change him. However, I am now focused on seeing this person for who he is right now.
Wouldn’t it be a Disney moment if he showed up at my house with flowers and declared his love for me, but that is not going to happen.
All I can wish for in this moment is that him and I are able to reconnect & find that deep love we once had so many years ago. If he doesn’t see me this way, it’s okay. I cannot force him or anyone else to love me.
I know God has taken this relationship and will allow it to unfold according to his will.
Please bring me peace.
Amen.
modern love 