I’m stoned

I’m stoned and I want to text you.

10 years and i’m still repeating the patterns.

get stoned, spew my guts to you, have you reject me once again.

tonight i will not give in.

April 2020 update:

Turns out rejection is how I feel loved. This is my comfort, and it’s why I’ve continued to put myself in positions where I’ll get rejected. It feels like home.

Published by Vanessa

I've always wanted to be a writer. Here goes!

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