A Covid fling and it’s permanency

As we slowly get back to normal life only time will tell if your Covid fling will last. Oh yes, I’m talking about that companion we had to FaceTime with through the night, to go on physical distance walks with, to text during the day when bored af. How will these relationships fair once we’re

A brief follow-up: It’s like looking in a mirror

On second thought, we shouldn’t put our expectations onto other people. For one, I’m a firm believer in expectations leading to let down, and two, we have to allow people to just be who they are. When we put expectations onto others we are kind of trying to control the situation. Rather, let us allow

a vent.

Growing up I was a bad, bad kid: a bully, an over-eater, a complainer, spoiled and overall a mean girl. According to the four agreements, this is the agreement I made with myself, and in order to move on from this, I need to break this agreement and come up with new ones.  This would

“If prayer is talking to God, then meditation is listening to God.”

“Fear has two meanings: Forget Everything and Run …. or Face Everything and Rise. The choice is yours.”

like a prayer

Often when we’re getting over a problem, if someone hurt us for example, we are urged to find forgiveness for that person. However I’ve learned (yet somehow always manage to forget) our number one priority is to check in with ourselves and see how we are feeling, and how we want to feel …so I think

the initial spark.

The following is a journal entry written on June 9, 2019: “So i met this guy, he’s super interesting, into the moon and stuff and the way the universe works. He taught me about energy and that our energy transfers from one thing to another and never goes away. He’s interesting, smart, cute. Kisses good.

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Thinking of that day I loved love. Saw a couple canoodling on the subway and I thought it was so sweet.” I love love” I thought. I want to be in that feeling. I’d like to stay there. Happy & self-sure. Friendly & open. Not a thing could get me down. Yesterday I felt great.

You have started on the path, but you have many miles to go

How I feel, as I get through the weekend missing the feeling of having someone special in my life.  Missing the conversation, the attention and the kisses. My soul work continues. 

Iceland.