Superficial strategy

When I start to get upset & wonder about him, I just remember he’s only good looking because of his beard. Without the facial disguise, he doesn’t do it for me, physically. Yes. Superficial, but it helps me through the emotions. April 2020 Update: still looks like this superficial strategy works. As I currently move

Fight song

See. I’m a reformed easy girl. And I know not how to separate my urges from my standards. And I guess that makes me easy. We hang out, we found each other attractive and we went at it, and because I didn’t make him wait to have a taste, and because he didn’t have to wine

Today’s mantras

I am smart I am worthy I am a goddess 

Only in NYC

Hahaha.

Babe it total control of herself!

   That is all. Reclaiming my power

Communication breakdown

I don’t know how to tell you. But I’m just not that into you. I don’t like the way you treat me. You say you’re going to call, and you don’t. Rather you were out getting drunk with a friend. It’s like texting messaging doesn’t work all of a sudden.

Sorry dude

This just isn’t going to work. You can’t show up in jogging pants and a hoodie and expect to take me out. I didn’t do my hair and makeup and get all pretty to be seen out in public with a 6.  Things are awkward now. And that was kinda the worst. See ya. 

Self-medicating

I need to maintain this level of balance. I feel good The relationships in my life are good I am being productive with projects and work. I am dating multiple men. The last few days I’ve mostly spent indoors. Watching shows, listening to radio, being sick and achy. Tonight, today, after some medication I feel

Learning to fly

Well I started out down a dirty road  Started out all alone And the sun went down as I crossed the hill And the town lit up, the world got still I’m learning to fly, but I ain’t got wings Coming down is the hardest thing Well the good ol’ days may not return And

Bed.

Some days it’s hard for me to get out of bed. Today is one of those days