Day 1 of No Contact

Day 1 of No Contact: I feel good. Had a great day. Thank you wine! Thank you family! & thank you friends!  I cried in the shower a bit this morning. I’m not sure if those will be the last tears I shed for him.  I’m gonna start a new book now… Not sure what

So I did it

I told him we can’t be friends, I told him it has to be all or nothing. I told him it would be a charade if we carried on.  He understood.  He said his feelings for me are deep, but ultimately, they are unromantic. Biggest sigh of my life* Good night. 

Dear you,

You’re like my favourite person in the world right now, my best friend really. I love talking with you, spending time with you, sharing my life stories with you. You’ve been such a huge part of my adolescents.  But I am just insanely jealous you’re dating someone and it isn’t me.  To be honest, yeah,

Four day eternity

it’s been 4 days since we communicated & it feels like forever. Maybe there is nothing left to say. Maybe that was our goodbye without saying goodbye. We don’t need words anymore. It’s been far too long I’ve let you consume my life. I don’t want to live like this anymore.  I hope you’re happy,

After being fired…

I was let go from my job at the beginning of December. This was the first time I was fired, & I was okay with the decision because I was not happy in that environment anymore, and it was starting to show. I left the building feeling relieved, with a renewed sense of hope for a