Deep gulps & small talk

Oops, I did it again. I put my heart and feelings on the line to be rejected. I will never understand why he doesn’t want me the way I want him. I will never understand how he doesn’t see and feel the same things I do. I am so fucking awesome. How come he doesn’t

Radio silence

Is she my friend if I haven’t seen her in almost 3 weeks? She’s barely speaking to me, hasn’t reached out & has shown zero interest in the new things I’m exploring in my life. Maybe our friendship has reached full bloom and there is nothing else left for it but to whither away. I

Lost

I feel so lost lately. Fighting with my best friend. But it’s a silent fight. … I’m finally getting around to my vision board. But I’m second guessing myself. – where are my pics of Tina Fey, Amy Pohler, Kristen Wiig, Lena Dunham & Mindy Khaling? … It’s like the guy I’m dating is contemplating

Drama

The first time I was called a drama queen I was 18. There is something within me that needs a bit of conflict, it tells me if the person really cares (or doesn’t). This must be my insecurities coming out and I must find a way to “fix” this part of myself. Otherwise, my friendships