So I did it

I told him we can’t be friends, I told him it has to be all or nothing. I told him it would be a charade if we carried on.  He understood.  He said his feelings for me are deep, but ultimately, they are unromantic. Biggest sigh of my life* Good night. 

Dear God

Dear God, I’m not doing so well. Sadness has become a frequent visitor, and today he’s lingered. I cried because I missed one of my favourite bands perform tonight. I don’t have anyone in my life who would be interested in going with me. So that means I miss out too.

Lonely nights

I’m feeling lonely tonight. I want to be feeling happy & loved. I fear I’m becoming desperate for love. I really need to close the door on someone from my past. He sucks the emotion right out of me. I allow it. He is currently on a road trip with another girl – and I

Lonesome.

I’m feeling a bit sad & lonely tonight. I have been single for over a month & I miss the companionship, the attention & the extra body heat that comes with a relationship. I usually have a male prospect to at least talk with when nights get lonely, but I have taken a break from