Venting.

Is shit weird again? Oh well. I like you. I like hearing from you. If that’s a crime, then lock me up! I’m hella awesome. And maybe we just don’t vibe. It’s too bad! But like I said, I don’t think you’re ready for this jelly. So when this happens I have to check out

Hanging out.

I’ll have these like boys, for entertainment or maybe to make the days seem less lonely, knowing they aren’t going anywhere. Me bored In the background Just waiting for something to happen You’re 30 now. 30

Letter from my future lover

Dear Vanessa,  You are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever known. You are smart, funny, and from the moment I saw you, I knew you were the one.  I will always love you and will do everything in my power to make you happy.  Your heart is safe with me. I will dedicate myself to

Hey girl

  

God is testing me.

I’ve asked to be released from my neediness. I’ve asked for help when it comes to love relationships. And in the last few weeks I’ve been tested. Feelings for my ex arose, I met a really cool guy & someone from my past showed up. I’m not sure what I was to do in these

Deep gulps & small talk

Oops, I did it again. I put my heart and feelings on the line to be rejected. I will never understand why he doesn’t want me the way I want him. I will never understand how he doesn’t see and feel the same things I do. I am so fucking awesome. How come he doesn’t

What if…

What if I told you I loved you? What if I shared how thoughts of you consume me all day? What if I told you that I picture our wedding day? Would you call me delusional? Would you run away?  In my mind, you’re with her because you’re not ready for me.      

I like both, that’s the problem

We find ourselves in a funny predicament while shopping for shoes. Does he pick the fancy ones, the ones that will make him appear affluent and help him fit in with the preppy crowd? Or does he choose comfort: the style that suits him better, the shoe that fits well, the reliable shoe he’s known

Dear you,

You’re like my favourite person in the world right now, my best friend really. I love talking with you, spending time with you, sharing my life stories with you. You’ve been such a huge part of my adolescents.  But I am just insanely jealous you’re dating someone and it isn’t me.  To be honest, yeah,

still in love

I still love you. My feelings and emotions are overwhelmed. Here’s how the story goes: you’re dating her, I’m by the sidelines and soon you’re realize it was me all along. Propose and I’ll say yes. It doesn’t matter everything that’s happened. You’re the one person in my life who knows me, tolerates me, listens