the wisdom of Anthony Kiedis.

Warning: spoiler alert. Anthony Kiedis has a way of living that I am a little envious of. It’s something I’ve been working toward for the last several years. It’s the ability to just go with the flow of life, tackling any obstacles head on, the best you can and letting go of all control. Just

Say a little prayer for you…

When things start to feel like they’re too much, take your hands off the wheel. Place the power in the universe’s hands and trust in the process. They say if we listen closely we may hear guidance from the universe. This can be in the form of words, an image, a song… Sometimes I get

breakups and pandemics.

In this world with so much going on we forget to reflect and see why things are happening the way they are happening. My psychotherapist urges, “it’s not what’s happening TO you, it’s what’s happening for you.” This is the reason why things unravelled in my last relationship. I lost a grip of myself, who

Hope & expectation

I’ve learned over the last several months to not hold people to your expectations. Just because you do something one way doesn’t mean others do it the same way. And this is okay. It does not make him or her a bad person. I’ve also learned not to have hope of the future. It is

Wilder Mind

Listening to the new Mumford album & the “broken” part of me wishes I’d be experiencing this with a certain someone who I’ve given my heart to a million times over, only to have it broken. Well, now the healthy part of me wants to experience this with someone who cares about me! I take

Toxic people.

Do you have a person or people in your life who make you feel shitty after talking with them? I have one person like that, but for reasons too many I haven’t been able to let him go. Perhaps it’s my daddy issues. This guy has been a constant in my life for years. &

Lonesome.

I’m feeling a bit sad & lonely tonight. I have been single for over a month & I miss the companionship, the attention & the extra body heat that comes with a relationship. I usually have a male prospect to at least talk with when nights get lonely, but I have taken a break from

Illuminata

I just received Marianne Williamson’s “ILLUMINATA A Return to Prayer” today. I’m very excited to delve straight into this book! I’m so grateful for Amazon’s quick mail service delivery! Purchasing self-help books can be a little embarrassing at the book store (but that’s another story on it’s own!) Xo.

Cranky

Today I’m so cranky. I just want to punch someone! I don’t mean to be violent, but if you ask me the same question twice, I will bite your head off. So please, shut the fuck up. The fall out with my friend, the unknowing of my relationship, my head is a mess. I have

Sweet Surrender

Dear God, In regards to my relationship with Elyse… I send out positive vibes to her; I miss her. I want our authentic friendship to overcome the bullshit. I surrender this relationship to you. I trust this situation to unfold according to your will. Amen.