So I did it

I told him we can’t be friends, I told him it has to be all or nothing. I told him it would be a charade if we carried on.  He understood.  He said his feelings for me are deep, but ultimately, they are unromantic. Biggest sigh of my life* Good night. 

To send or not to send

I’m actually pretty upset you chose someone else over me, but I’m not surprised.  Anyway. I’m done feeling bad now, and I know you don’t want to make me feel bad. So let’s go our separate ways. Don’t bother replying, it will only make things worse. 

Dear God

Dear God, I’m not doing so well. Sadness has become a frequent visitor, and today he’s lingered. I cried because I missed one of my favourite bands perform tonight. I don’t have anyone in my life who would be interested in going with me. So that means I miss out too.